Laur-ence 36M sub
Hey, sorry to approach you on here but I have a question. Not really active here so not sure how to do this but my name is Laurence. I have this thing I want done to me, badly, and I’m looking for a woman to help me out. Please help me, I don’t know where to go. I need you to park your car on my hand. I know, it’s embarrassing. I understand if this scares you, trust me, it sounds worse than it is. I have had it done to me before, my hand is fine. I just like that the lady decides how long I’m going to be stuck under the tire. I mean, I like to be stuck with my hand but still able to move the rest of my body. I like that I can’t get away. I’m not asking anything else, you don’t have to play a role or anything, you don’t have to be dominant either. It’s just about the parking. I can pay you! Money is not the issue. Or I buy you shoes? Curious to hear if this is something you’re into. You would make me so happy. Please reply. Have a good day! :) X Laurence





Cassandra 28F Brat   /2w
Hi Laurence,

Thanks for your message. What an original and intriguing fetish. May I ask why you want to be stuck under a car, and not just tied to something?

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /2w
Morning Cassy, thanks so much for messaging me back. Great you like my fetish. I always get pretty scared asking women to do this to me, so thanks. You can ask me anything, no problem. I like to be stuck under a car because it’s such a general thing, women driving cars and parking. It’s a fast and simple thing that has a lot of influence on my freedom, which I really like. Also, it pleases me that the woman doesn’t feel anything, I mean, there is really no effort. That’s what I like. What do you think, you up for it? What kind of car do you drive? Have a nice day. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /2w
Hi Laurence,

Thanks for your explanation, i'm interested. I'm wondering what the risks are, even though you write you’ve done it before. I spoke to a friend in the medical field, he was pretty horrified. If something goes wrong and we hit a major artery you would bleed to death. What do you think? I understand you like to be caught under the car and at the mercy of the woman parking on you. What kind of setting would you prefer? Just out on the streets, parking lot, a garage? Did you read Ballard’s Crash? I drive a black Peugeot 206 and a black Toyota Landcruiser. Both cars aren't mine.

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /1w
Hey Cassy, how are you? Enjoying the nice weather? I have not read Crash. Should I? Im wondering why you bring it up. Tell me about it? Thanks for thinking about the risks, very sweet. I understand, it sounds more intense than it actually is. I think about my safety and the dangers regarding this, no worries. I think about everything. On certain surfaces I will put on a glove, or take other measures. A car may weigh 1000kg but it’s spread over 4 wheels, and those are resilient too. If a lady stands on my hand with her heel pressing into it, it has way more impact, because the weight is concentrated. You will see it’s not that bad, we can do it slowly and your way. We can try a few times, see what you think, no problem at all! You will probably think, after the first time, ‘is this all?’. I’m so worried women parking their car on me will get bored. We can meet at a parking lot, we don’t have to go out of our way, just not right in front of the supermarket. So Cassy, where are you from? I want to know where we should meet. I understand if you don’t want too right away, just tell me what you are comfortable with. Maybe you wan’t to message on kik or see me first? I understand, just let me know. I want you to feel safe. No problem. Some nice cars you drive! Sounds good to me. ;) May I ask what kind of shoes you wear? What do you think about parking your car on my hand? Tell me what you think. Thanks for your nice message and have a good night. Talk soon. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /1w
Hi Laurence,

Excuse me for my late reply, i’ve had a busy week. Crash, in short, is about the sexualisation of car crashes. The speed, discharge, wrecks, chrome and lacquer, mutilated bodies that acquired new ‘orifices’ due to impact, the exploration of these orifices. (Here is the trailer of the screen adapt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UN9lpOEqg04) I live in the Hague. How do you feel about me bringing a friend when we meet? I would like to message a bit more before we see each other. About the parking, i’m very curious. I would like to park on your hand and get out of the car, to see how you are stuck. I also want to make sure everything is okay and i’m not doing you any harm. I’m questioning my liability when something does happen to you. I only wear black shoes. I have two sets of platform heels, heeled leather ankle boots, and sneakers. Is that something you can work with?

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /1w
Hey ;) Don’t apologize, I understand you are busy, I’m patiently awaiting your messages. I will check the book for sure. Seems very interesting. I totally understand you want to bring a friend when we meet, no worries. All fine with me. Also understand you want to keep messaging for a while too. It would be easier if you would get kik or skype, so we could call or video chat, and see who we are dealing with. That would be nice. Think about it. I find the way you react to my fetish so unusual. I’m entertained by the idea you would like to get out of the car and watch me being stuck under your wheel. I’m excited to do this with you. As I said, at all times it will be my responsibility and risk. If it would make you feel more comfortable I can write it down on paper, no problem. I want you to feel safe, that’s important to me. Love the shoes you wear! I have a shoe fetish, I like to buy expensive shoes for women. So sexy. Let me know if you would like me to buy you some. Have a nice weekend, looking forward to your next message. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /5d
Hi Laurence,

Thanks for your message, I just typed one up but it disappeared suddenly. I have a few questions so here I go again: You say you like that driving a car and parking is a daily routine for women, do you fetishize the car as well? Is it sexualised? When does the act of a car being parked on your hand become sexual to you? During parking or after? Do you pleasure yourself when being parked on? Do you photograph or film this action so you can look at it later?

I don’t quite understand why you like to buy expensive shoes for women. Do you want them to show off the shoes, send you pictures or videos? Do you choose the shoes? About Kik or Skype, Skype is an option, but for now I’d rather message you here. Curious to read your reply.

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /5d
Hey good evening, nice message and fun questions. You can ask me anything, no problem. I don’t care about the car itself, it’s about a woman handling this big heavy thing and her having the control. The weird thing is that I don’t find it sexual when it happens although it feels pleasant, like a release of some sort. I like the feeling of being stuck and dependent. So good. I don’t pleasure myself, don’t worry, I would not dare even if I wanted too. It just feels good to me and I don’t need any sexual stimulation with it. The shoe thing, it’s peculiar. I like to have to buy shoes for a woman. You decide, how often you buy and what you buy, I just pay. It’s sexy not to be in control and having to obey. (Within reason I must add.) Obviously I would like to see the woman in the shoes, but it’s not a requirement, I would not dare to demand that, I don’t expect anything back. Usually I get a photo now and then. I like to see the sole of the shoes, how they difile and disintegrate. So nice. Hope you enjoyed my answers. Good night. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /4d
Hi Laurence,

Is parking on your hand related to the crush fetish? About the shoes, I’m interested to trade shoes for videos. I did see some crush videos with live animals, that’s out of line for me. But thinking about objects, what would you like to see crushed? Food? How would you like it when I film me parking on your hand and and I send it to you? I'm also curious what you do in daily life, please tell me.

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /4d
Hey Cassy ;) Did you have a good day? I think the hand-parking is separate from the crush fetish. And wow! I would love to get videos of you crushing things! I get off on you crushing M&M’s or nuts. So good! I also think its super sexy for a woman in nice shoes to stand on my iPhone. My fantasy is being stuck under your wheel, while you are slowly crushing my iPhone. I’ve never had any of my meetings filmed, but like the idea. Would be sexy to see im guessing. Would you film from the car while you pull up on my hand? That would be great. You can ask me anything, anytime! I work in the harbour, full-time shifts. I operate a big container crane. I like to work out, I ride the bike to work everyday and at any time of the year. I love to cook, play guitar and drums. I used to play in bands but not anymore. I’m also pretty handy, if I may say so, always fixing things up, working on cars and stuff. Did I tell you enough? If you need to know more ask again. What do you do Goodnight. X





Cassandra 28F Brat  /3d
Hi Laurence,

Thanks, nice to read what you are up too. Im a part-time personal assistant. Work varies from shopping to maintaining the agenda. Today I mostly answered emails. It pretty boring from time to time. I’m an artist, I mostly work with video. Working on some music too, with a friend. Noise/industrial related stuff. I find it quite interesting that you want me to crush your iPhone. It seems like pretty unpractical thing to ask for. Is that why you like it? Anyway.. I was wondering what type of shoes you like.

x Cassy





Laur-ence 36M sub   /2d
Hey Cassy, so nice!! I really like that you are working on music and that you are so creative! Im 36, I used to be into house music, and still DJ from time to time, mostly old school. I never sold my gear, so have 2 Technics SL1210 mk2 players in the attic. And two large cases with vinyl. I hardly play anymore but make an exception from time to time to play at a party. I absolutely love vinyl. Just bought another record actually, Edge of Motion - Set Up 707. Love that song! I try to hunt stuff down on discogs at times, tracks I could not find online or buy when I was younger. I love music, anything that makes a sound is interesting to me and I want to play it. I play guitar and piano, but would love to learn violin or trumpet. Crushing the iPhone is exciting to me because its really easy for a woman to crush it, while it brings me so much difficulty. Having the damage fixed is such a hassle. That gets me off. How would you like to crush my iPhone with a smile? How would you feel? About the shoes, people generally think someone with a shoe fetish only loves high heel porn boots, but that's not the case. I find normal boots with a low heel very exciting. Mostly because these shoes are comfortable and get worn more. Are you working tomorrow? Any plans for the weekend? Talk soon. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /3h
Hi Laurence,

How nice you buy and play vinyl. I was planning to go out, Intergalactic FM festival and Nick Klein in Garage Noord but got sick and had to stay in. I would love to crush your iPhone, maybe even in shoes you bought, although I have to say I feel a little awkward. I’ve never been in the domme position, not sure if it’s my thing. Good you don’t go for the typical porn shoe, makes everything way more interesting. I’m pretty enthusiastic about your kinks and filming the stuff we talk about. I have to work tomorrow, hope to feel better by then. How was your weekend?

x Cassy





Laur-ence 37M sub   /2w
Hey cutie! I’m sorry you are sick, hope you feel better soon. :( I understand you are not the dominant type, and that my request might make you feel uncomfortable. As I said in previous messages that I’m not necessarily looking for a dominant woman. Just someone that would like to crush my iPhone while I watch, you smiling and happy, in shoes I bought you or your own. Would be great! I’m happy you are excited about my ideas and of course you can film it. Love that! My weekend was fine, hanging out with friends in a bar, nothing special. I’m working around the house today. Feel better and looking forward to your next message. :) X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /2w
Hi Laurence,

I feel a little better now, thanks. Maybe we can Skype soon. Do your friends know about your fetishes? I just remembered an incident of a few years ago. I was selling shoes online. Black lacquer pumps. A guy in his forties wanted to buy them for his girlfriend, which I thought was weird but went along with it anyway. When he came to pick up the shoes he was extremely interested, asking me if I would sell him more shoes on the spot. He told me to let him know whenever I am selling shoes again, so I assume he was a shoe fetishist. Did you ever do something like this? Not that I'm trying to give you any ideas. ;)

x Cassy





Laur-ence 37M sub   /2w
Hey ;) Good you are feeling better. What a nice story. I have never done anything like that no, I would not dare too. I am tempted when I see women selling their shoes on flea markets but don’t dare to buy them, not even with an excuse. I still feel a little ashamed about my kinks and I would consider myself a complete dirtbag buying those shoes and having them at home. I don’t know. The shoes without the woman don’t mean anything to me, although I do like to get back the shoes I bought when they are worn down and dirty. I have one close friend who knows everything, no one else, which is sad but I don’t have that many open minded people around, I think. I would love to skype with you, your messages are great and love how you think about things. Just let me know when you feel like it. You decide. Goodnight! x





Cassandra 28F Brat   /1w
Hi Laurence,

Looking back at this shoe selling situation I feel a bit uncomfortable. Im annoyed by him making up an excuse to get the shoes and not just tell me he’s a shoe fetishist. Maybe i'm reading into things. Anyway the whole situation seems a little off since I never agreed to a sexual transaction like that even though it's interesting. I do understand why you feel a little dirty. You have perverse thoughts relating to shoe’s and probably the (unknowing) women wearing them, however it seems quite innocent to me. Good you have one friend at least you can talk too. I think quite a lot of people have an open mind, we all have are perversities, even though some deny it. I had an exhibition in the Eagle, one of the older Gay bars in Amsterdam. I showed a video along with some other artists. There were performances too. The hosts were super rude and not really into the art public. The night was ok overall. Not sure if I will go out tonight. Want to check out a show, but my ex is going too and will probably bring his ‘im telling you she means nothing to me, we are just fucking’ girlfriend with him.

x Cassy





Laur-ence 37M sub   /1w
Hey! Your exhibition sounds like fun, what kind of video did you show? I understand you feel weird about this guy buying shoes from you. It’s interesting how he made it a sexual thing without you being able to control that. It relates to what gets me excited, women drive cars and wear nice shoes, and it's completely normal, drives me crazy! What are you looking for on here? Do you like what i'm proposing to you? Did you go out? I understand you don’t feel like seeing your ex with a new girl. I was working around the house this weekend and changed the rotor and disc pad on my girlfriends car. Im working the nightshift today so im off to bed. Tell me about your plans, i’m curious about you. Goodnight. X





Cassandra 28F Brat   /4d
Hi Laurence,

Im sorry have been so busy, but I did not forget about you. I'm just lurking on here, not looking for anything specific. I did go out in the end. All was fine, just ignored them. Would you please tell me about when you realised you had a shoe fetish? What was the catalyst? I found this in my archive. https://ibb.co/jZ8QNd Hope you like it.

xo, Cassy





Laur-ence 37M sub   /1d
Hey, no worries, I understand you are busy. Good to hear you went out and had fun. As I kid I was fascinated by shoes, the gravity, weight. Everything under the shoe would break, by choice or accident. Good stuff. It makes women really powerful in my eyes. Thanks for the pic, sexy shoes, is that you? Could you send me photos of shoes you often wear? I’m curious. Talk soon, hope you are doing ok. X





Cassandra 29F Brat   /2w
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Cassandra 29F Brat   /2w
Hey,

Just send you some pics of my shoes. I wear my dr. Martens a lot, but they are not very photogenic. The photo I send you titled ‘The Single Shoe’ is not mine unfortunately. It’s taken by John Willie, a fetish photographer and artist. Beautiful work.. https://i.pinimg.com/originals/98/c9/34/98c934e1e07…

Do you put women on a pedestal? I’m curious about your mother, what kind of shoes did she wear when you were a child?

x Cassy





Laur-ence 37M sub   /1w
Hey cutie, thank you for the sexy photos! Lovely to see, and I can even catch a glimpse of the soles. Turns me on to see what you wear and how the shoes deteriorate. Grrrrr.

My mother never wears heels, neither does my sister and I’m happy about that. I would not like to have sexual feelings about their shoes. I don’t see my mum as often, once every three months or so. My dad passed away fifteen years ago, and my mother build a new life, which I support, but that’s why we hardly speak to each other. That’s life I guess. I respect women a lot, I treat them like gods! I cater to them any chance I get and I think that’s how it’s supposed to be. Have fun in Amsterdam. I have to work this weekend, get money to buy shoes and parking-sessions. ;) Have a nice day! x





Cassandra 29F Brat   /3d
Hey Laurence,

I’m not on here as much, maybe we can text? Here is my number: 06████████

x Cassy





Laurence 37M sub   /2d
Hey cutie, I want to thank you for trusting me with your phone number, however I feel uncomfortable texting. It’s not that I don’t want this, I love talking to you and we seem to have a connection but I want to wait. I hope you understand. I like you so much! I have had some bad experiences with giving out my phone number. Do you have kik or skype? Tell me what you are up too, any plans for the week? Do you think about my fetishes? What are your fetishes? X





Cassandra 29F Brat   /14m
Hey Laurence,

Did not realise texting would not be an option for you, no worries. I made a kik profile, screen name Cassy29. Sorry to hear about you having bad experiences with giving out your phone number. Would you share with me what happened? We can make a skype appointment soon. Im super busy lately. The second week of august I will have a Black Peugeot 206, maybe we can meet and park on your hand? My fetlife is quiet, not really interested in meeting anyone and definitely don’t feel like opening up. I’m talking to this guy I met on Tinder. He asked me to manage is chastity belt but I don’t want to meet him in person, so now I give him assignments. I made him buy stockings at the mall, where he had to ask a female employee to help him pick out the right size. He has to wear two pairs of 30 denier stockings 24 hours, for a week. He is allowed to ejaculate in them, but not allowed to wash them. After a week he will mail them to me. Talk on kik?

x Cassy